21 5 / 2012
i’m so angry all the time. it pisses me off when people complain about stupid little shit. oh you’re sad because your friends don’t text you back? or your life must really suck because your car was made in ‘89. Imagine what it’s like knowing your mom has incurable cancer. why did god have to chose my mom to go through this? life isn’t fair at all.
20 5 / 2012
fuck you, you asshole. I am SO fucking sick of your two timing bullshit. what is so fucking wrong with being with ONE girl who’s always been there for you? I feel like I don’t even know you anymore. You only care about how many bitches want you, or who you’ll be sleeping with next. I’ve done everything for you to make you happy and you’ve done nothing but treat me like shit. You know what? i’m BETTER than being a fucking back up girl and I shouldn’t even have to deal with your bullshit. I’ve dealt with enough bullshit for a lifetime. Have fun with your freshman iCarly girlfriend, I hope she can deal with your bullshit. I’m done with you toying around with my heart. I hope you live a miserable lonely life with nobody by you side. Don’t ever expect to come back into my home or visit my family. With all the shit going on in my family, your bullshit is the last thing we need. so go fuck yourself.
18 5 / 2012
I’m falling back into darkness. I feel like I can’t ever catch a break, and nothing will ever make me happy. I wish I was back in honolulu, and I wish my mom was healthy. I wish this wasn’t my life.. and that I lived a life of perfection. Not this shitty life I’ve been living. When I think of who I am and who I want to be, this isn’t it.
